Weight Loss
My whole life I was made fun of for my weight. Even at my smallest I was made fun of. The jokes never stopped. Even into adulthood the jokes didn’t stop. They just continued from children and adults. Here I am in my 40s still struggling with the numbers on scale. They fluctuate from year to year. I am so number obsessed that it drives people crazy. Especially my partner. Back in 2017 I hit my all time high. I hit almost 500 pounds. Yes, you read that right. It’s not something I normally verbalize to people. Especially this who know me in real life. Those of you who know me and read this. You probably are wondering how I got that big. Don't even believe me. It’s true. The amount of depression and meds I was on took me to the spiral of weight gain. It was something that hit me fast and hard. Something I couldn’t control. It became a thing I ate in private and not around others. An eating disorder I once had resurfaced. No one knew that it had. If they did, they didn’t ...