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Changes at Sam’s Club

  There have been some recent articles about Sam’s popping up. Let me say, yes, those rumors you are hearing are indeed true. At least for the Sam’s I work for. Right now we have a way to scan your items as you walk through the exit. 90% of the time it does allow you to just walk through. Just like any technology it’s not always accurate.  Sam’s Club is going to be getting rid of all the cash registers but self checkout at some point. Which will in return leave you with self check out or being forced to use scan and go. As a person who is getting older I understand the frustration. You must have a smartphone to access the Sam’s app for scan and go. However there are some advantages to using it.  Using scan and go can make your checkout process go faster. As you put items in your cart you can scan your items. Watch your total as you shop. Sam’s has select products on sale for scan and go users. Downy beads may cost you $15 at the register but it can cost you $12 using ...

What Am I Good For

  I find myself always wondering what I am good for.  I haven’t had many relationships. The few I have had over the last 10 years have just fallen apart. I find myself now alone and looking for companionship. I know that isn’t a bad thing. Sometimes I feel like that isn’t even good enough. No one that lives near me really wants me for me. I am sexualized by many. If I am not sexualized, then I am not close to the person.  People look at me as a kink or a fetish. They want to sexualize me. Only want to talk to me for one thing. That’s to have sex. The problem they face is, I’m not easy. I’m not the person who just easily gives it up. I don’t like to be looked at like that.  I think what is worse is those guys who are married. Who slipped me their number and flirted with me. Those who try so hard to get with me. They want me as their mistress. Just this side price they can have when they want.  Almost every relationship I have encountered has been me being t...

Society and Plus Size

  I volunteered at schools while my daughter was growing up. I was teased by the students. Even asked by the students why I was so fat. I brushed it off due to them being kids. I get it they aren’t raised right. I have been fat my whole life. It hasn’t changed. I have slowly learned to adapt to my body and learn to like it. Well, for the most part.  Here I am approaching my mid 40s and it just seems to be getting worse. I guess it’s just the industry. I am back in retail so I see various people day in and day out. Kids comment on my weight all the time. They ask me why I am so big. The parents just don’t care. It just says a lot about the parents.  As we approach Mother’s Day I am finding it hard. So many customers, I don’t know, are telling me happy Mother’s Day. I am starting to get offended by it. I don’t look pregnant. I just look fat. Then I tell them I have a child who is in their early 20s. They look at me weird. I guess because I don’t state I am pregnant....